The moment i started considering this a job and was dependent on the money i broke. My dick no longer worked it took lots of thought to discover the exact reasons. Witch were alot. now i cared if the camera is in the right place is what r they thinking how do i turn them on. millions of questions and thoughts racing through my head with my living situation on the line its like pointing a loaded gun at yiur head and saying rockup bitch u got 2 mins. ..... i wonted to add this im not even sure how long ive been doing this but before i considered it a job it was easy to rock up and nut no pressure. Today with a 4.7 private rating and about 40 ratings i still habe trouble if i feel pressured ibe removed everything related to being hard. Without the steas of them expecting it its easier and im used to everything i habe no idea when and r if this will ever truly be easy agin if i dont have a female in the room its a task. Anyone else the same?